Thursday, 16 March 2006

I'm counting my days to a new school term though I didn't manage to finish my homeworks. Besides the 3 days 2 nights at St John Island for Student Leadership Camp, I have to come back to school almost everyday in the morning for either Physics, Social Studies or Badminton. There goes my beauty sleep. Gosh. I'm getting uglier by days.

Anyway, it was pathetic for my face not to be published in the Malay newspaper. I mean, if I didn't go to the useless camp, I would gone to the launch of Obor Club and get my face published. Gee, the things people do for publicity. It was bad enough that I went frantic and got all worried for having discovered a red dot on my feet, thinking it was a centipede bite. Or shall I put it this way, a souveniour from St John Island.Farewell gift. I figured out that I might have stepped on a nail or something. The pain is subsiding anyway.

I've been dying to write about the St John camp, however, I couldn't catch up with time.

I tell you, I so regret on going to SL camp, not because of the activities and stuffs, but more to HER. I mean, if you're going there, means you're a leader of some sort and you're there to develop your leadership skills. Being in the same group with the Ballerina, GOSH, it was such an ache. I should have just gone to the launch of Obor thing and get my picture published. The facilitators of mine were so bias towards her and Joey, that I every single contribution I made, were seen to be nothing. I talked a lot, gave ideas, participated, but what did I get in the end. Wee Kiat even said, I had to talk more and show some confidence. Hello!!! How can I show my leadership with HER talking all the while, not giving everyone a chance to do so. I'm terribly sick of her acting cute all the while and acting sick. Gosh, what a hypocrite! I'm like wasting all my effort there, to see her being praised to the sky. It's not a big thing to be an SL, I mean you're not going to be rewarded points but I just can't stand her!

Mel said a lot of the Sec 4's find her cute. Bless me please! You simply can't judge a person by her looks. It's definitely deceiving.With 3 bitches around, trust me.

Besides all that, ALLIGATOR rules!! Consisting of me, Joey, Shikin, Wei Zhoa (Saiful!!!), Cheryl, Sean, Shu Hui, Fify, Jun Jie, Kok Kiong and another guy. We all started to bond on the second day. Woah, made friends, especially with Syikin and Saiful! Come to think of it, I miss the island and my group.

I went for Social Studies, with Mel. Gathered with Lina and Miss Wong. We talked for around 2 hours or so. Wow! Miss Wong really is a motivating teacher. I cleared all my doubts and finally managed to loosen up a bit in the same time, I learnt about studying smartly. Boy, I'm sure going to put in at a good use.

I met Syidah, she have Band camp. She's getting prettier by days.Gosh!!

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