IF ONLY instinct

With such an atmosphere where books are our bestfriends

and time were against us more than usual,

it brings out the IF ONLY instinct.

I figured my present post was not the only one

that accounted for this feeling that settles inside.

It won't bugde.

DAMNATION.

My MP3 tracks are sisters to the junkbox luh.

I was so sick to the stomach of all the songs

that kept chanting through my head.

It unnerved me.

LITERALLY.

If adoring a guy makes you match songs with them,

tell me about it luh.

They are so married to each other,

its difficult to part them.

I guess ( and I must be right) that

such a memory is still vivid

as much as I want it to be gone.

*PPPOOOFFF

The reminiscent could possibly

sour you luh.

You'll divert your thoughts to elsewhere;

your efforts won't be recognised

it'll keep surfacing

and it bloody hurt at times.

Spare a second.

If the past is meant to be forgotten,

then why do man have difficulties to forgive?

Enlighten me.

Remember Busted?

I miss this boy bond luh.

Their pieces are so futuristic.

It makes you want to feel young again.

Its not that I am old (matured, undeniably true) but

you would want to appear slightly older so people

respect you, don't you?

Disagree if you must.

I seem to always have lack of time for you.

PRELIMS are like so PRE-DEATH.

It shortens your breath and lead to death of soul.

I want to be reincarnated as a doghnut

so I can munch myself when I'm starving.

Like now.

Its not as bad actually.

I improved POA and was failing Maths

not as terribly as I once did.

Being a student is a trouble.
I wouldn't want to make it double.

It saddens me to be parentless for a day.

I have to break fast alone.

POOR THING.

You can say that again.

GOODBYE for now.

Study for now, shake leg in the future.

BBBUUULLL LUH ZAWANI.

WAKE UP, WAKE UP!