Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's a damned as he seems
More Heaven than a heart could hold

And if I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in

Just ain't right
Just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him

Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waiting so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the ends he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

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Am I asking too much

Or I'm destined to be this way

GOD's been toying with my life

More than I could ever imagine

Right now

I 've realised

I am Emotionally Challenged