Saturday, 26 August 2006

Confusion And Guilt shooting me at all directions.

I'm totally confuse.Why must it always end up this way? SHE like HIM.I like HIM.HE like HER.SHE don't like HIM. And its happening again. Same old story.End up, I'm the one who just have to forget about the whole thing.I'm feeling so lousy and horrible inside. And what's with that? I'm taking BlueMaoMao's advice. DON'T LET IT AFFECT MY STUDIES.Maybe all the assumptions were right. SHE does like HIM now.Alright. I'm giving up. I'm always the one that have to give in.Hopeless.Everytime I walk around with them, I'm like a ragged doll, unwanted and yet they have boys going all over them. I feel so down and thinking I'm the ugliest freak around.
Finally, I feel welcome and have a sense of belonging.They told me their feelings and thoughts and I'm finally in it.Love you guys loads.

I'm feeling terribly. HE don't like me. I don't like HIM. We made it clear to each other.

Isn't this what she wants?

Well, I don't.

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