Thursday, 17 April 2008

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Mental exhaustion and severe need of steroid. I intended to blog down the thoughts that I had while I was carrying out my deep thinking on the way back home, but shall I repeat my first sentence? I lack the energy and determination, but I want to do well, desperately. 

The modules were great, not my forte but interesting enough to keep me awake. Or maybe because, Sar, Hui Shan, Viki and the rest were there as well, so I had a great company. But it lasted for only a day, and tomorrow I need to venture out, socialise and expand my network. I am looking forward to tutorial since I'm kinesthetically active, especially when cameras are considered to be the toy of the day.A costly toy, that is. I am starting to accept marketing, though its too lengthy and heavy to cope.

Sometimes, I feel that I should agree with Danny Boey with regards to my high compatibility with F-- rather than fill-in-the-blanks which saves up much of my time studying and doing well, rather get fucking annoyed with the people around. Maybe its too early to judge, but honestly, I can't be bothered to lift up to the stereotype. For good grades, I'll tolerate. And I would not want to start bitching and throw all the profanities, it won't make a good impression since it means the world to them.

I miss the FMS DPA people, I truly do. Every single one of them. I miss hanging out with the Minahs (especially Filzah, have not seen her for weeks!). 

Anyway, I met some of the w boys in school but I was so reluctant to acknowledge 2 of them who appeared to be hooligans to me, cause they were hanging out with one. Like hello, here I am mugging like crazy and they just slack like they are diploma holders by day. Out of place, out of context.

Okay, I am hitting nowhere. I am just fucking annoyed and frustrated. 

On a positive side, I must have hit my funny bone cause I could not stop laughing hysterically with Sar during break and guess what, I was not sure of the subject that tickled both of us.

But still, I AM  *^&%^$%$^&*&*^.

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