BOVINE

In the verge of desperationAnd the thumping heart that refusesTo let the reality sink inNURZAWANI wanted to score wellYet it was dissapointment that rubsHer once good intentions away"B4 is good enough", Aini comfortedYet those words failed to act well with its roleNURZAWANI planted deep hopes"This is Term 1, with no changes, I'll improve and be at my best!"her words seems to sparkand burnt her fears and low self-esteem away"Or is this the best I can achieve?"the doubts came in to herknocking sense without consentNURZAWANI really wants to do wellDesperatelyshe yearns those marks with the highlighted yellowimposed queries , her pleasureyet those people simply gazed her with those eyessharp eyes depicting"You cannot do anything well"NURZAWANI will keep mum thenShe stands no wayNURZAWANI ponder,"Am I really hopeless and destine to be so bovine?""Am I beyond hope?""Is there no glimpse of faith?"Those questions remained silentThe case of the bermuda triangleNURZAWANI IS GOOD AT NOTHINGAND SHE AIN'T DOING ANYTHING GREATTo admend her fate"si pai, si pai"
BAH!How do I pick myself up again?Let the world witness my abilityAnd prove them I'm made of the best qualityI'M NOT EMPTYI was made to awe the worldOr Am I Not?
WITH MUCH LOVE FROM,THE GIRL WHO NEEDS AMPLE CONFIDENCEAND A TWIST OF FATE.
Will do?